Eleni's Bloggie
My never ending chatter about what's going on in my life and on my sites.

Friday, December 06, 2002  

My life lately has been a load of crap. Dave and the girls keep trying to pretend like they're the only people on earth that matter. It's making mom, Bry, and I crazy. The other night Mariah was being a pill, and mom carried her into her bedroom to get her to calm down. Becky tried to come to her "rescue" and yelled at mom, cussing at her pushing her into dressers and the door. Paige called her daddy and he came home and yelled at mom, then he took the girls over to their grandma's house and he went to stay the night over at Lynn's house, where he usually hangs out when he's not at the fucking bar. I can't fucking take it anymore. He's being a complete asshole, and he doesn't understand that his girls aren't perfect.

Mom says she's thinking about asking him for a divorce if he doesn't clean up his act. I don't blame her, I wouldn't loose any feelings over Dave the shit head moving out and taking his self-centered children with him. He can move in with Lynn or whatever or back into his old house that his brother and family have destroyed. Stupid fuck head needs to learn to leave my mom alone. It's not her fault that his girls drink and hang out with boys all the time, and trash the house. It's their fault that they blame me and Bry for everything, and their fault that mom and Dave fight so goddamn much.

I'm taking their fucking Christmas presents back, I need the gas money anyway. No fucking way am I giving them anything when they don't do anything but try to cause problems. They've been at it from the beginning. When Dave told them he was getting married, they started to bawl, I think it's because they were frightened of not getting their damn way all the time. Becky's been trying to fuck things up the best that she can, and she's driving us all crazy.

Amber just sits on her lazy ass all day and expects things to happen the way she wants them to. She wants "responsibilities," but she won't even bother trying to take part in them when we give them to her.

Sigh. That and I've had a headache for the last four days in a row with little to no reprieve. The stupid doctors tell me to lessen my dose of medicine, and it's making it worse. I get to suffer for one more week before I call them and tell them to get me the hell off of this medicine.

Anyway, that's probably more bitching than is healthy, and I haven't even gotten into the major problems yet. Oh well, I'll try to get back to you some other time.

posted by Eleni | 1:04 AM

Sunday, December 01, 2002  

Hey everyone, nothing's going on in my life. God, I'm boring. I've been playing around with a few new site ideas, and I might just get Hero finished sometime this decade. Anyway, I'll post more when I get the chance.

posted by Eleni | 12:50 AM